mighty long fall: fanmix

This fanmix is half serious and half ridiculous. Okay, mostly ridiculous. Hey, I made this website in the first place by listening to Lady Gaga on repeat for three days straight. I can't be expected to take this seriously. Special thanks to Espo for helping me with a few song picks!

MIGHTY LONG FALL: listen here

tracklist and liner notes

01. Time Is Running Out - Muse

Subaru tries to deny his feelings for Seishirou.

Bury it
I won't let you bury it
I won't let you smother it
I won't let you murder it

02. Mighty Long Fall - ONE OK ROCK

Subaru discovers the truth about Seishirou, and his world crashes down around him.

Don't go it's a mighty long fall
When you thought love was the top
Oh no it's a wake up call
When your life went into shock

03. Bad Romance - Lady Gaga

So... that was a bad breakup. Subaru still loves him, though.

I want your love and
I want your revenge
You and me could write a bad romance

04. Downfall - Matchbox Twenty

For years, all Subaru can think of is Seishirou.

Wonder how you sleep
I wonder what you think of me
If I could go back
Would you have ever been with me

05. Every Breath You Take - Sting & The Police

Meanwhile, Seishirou stalks him. Probably.

Every move you make
Every vow you break
Every smile you fake
Every claim you stake
I'll be watching you

06. (don't) Leave me alone - Ayumi Hamasaki [lyrics source]

They meet again, nine years later. By now, Subaru knows Seishirou's smiles are a lie.

Be cold to me, instead
So that I can't even stand up
Don't be tender to me
Please leave me alone

07. Tonight, Not Again - Jason Mraz

They never do manage to bang, either.

As I'm awkward as a wound on my bones
Still I've got cobblestone joints and plate glass points
As I'm all by myself tonight not again not again

08. I'm Not Calling You A Liar - Florence + the Machine

All Subaru wants is for Seishirou to kill him. Is that too much to ask? (Yes.)

I'm not calling you a liar, just don't lie to me
I'm not calling you a thief, just don't steal from me
I'm not calling you a ghost, just stop haunting me
And I love you so much, I'm gonna let you kill me

09. death wish - Gackt [lyrics source]

And then Subaru punches Seishirou through the heart. Wait, what?

Even the door to the death wish that I see close by
I can feel the mild warmth
As I softly sing your name to myself
Just like that day, I'll always give you my love

10. Memories - Within Temptation

Well, that could have gone better. But hey, at least Subaru gets a free eyeball.

All of my memories
Keep you near
The silent whispers, silent tears

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